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Pregnant? Not pregnant? Does it matter?

Sun Dec 09, 2007 at 01:11:02 PM PDT

So I could be pregnant.  Or not.  I mean, I'm on the pill, but missed a few when I had stomach flu in nearly November.  I also took diflucan in November, which could interact with my pill, but could not.  And I was late by a few hours on my pills a couple days late in the month.  I don't have a period because I'm on Seasonale (which I love) but I'm spotting a little (which is something that's only happened when I was pregnant the first two times) and to tell you the truth...I'm ambivalent.

I could pee on a stick and clear the whole thing up, but it's $10 I don't really want to spend right now and I feel fine and to tell you the truth, I just don't want to know.  If I am, then DH and I don't want to have to deal with it during the holidays.  I take a vitamin and basically live like a pregnant lady anyway in terms of eating habits, etc and I'll see my OB for my regular annual in January anyway so I'll certainly know for sure at that point.  Am I being irresponsible?  We hadn't planned on a third and are pretty much at capacity right now, but we'd make it work if it happened.  

But I feel really guilty about not wanting to know.

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